Welcome, Seekers
“I do believe; help me overcome my unbelief.” — Mark 9:24
If you’ve already stepped away from church, if the hymns no longer resonate and the sermons no longer speak to your soul, but something within you still longs for the sacred, then this space was made with you in mind.
I’ve been there.
There came a point in my life when I couldn’t unsee the disconnect anymore—between the God I sensed in moments of awe and stillness and the God so often preached from pulpits cloaked in fear, shame, or control.
My journey has been anything but neat.
I’ve lost everything twice.
There were seasons of deep shame intertwined with financial loss, physical exhaustion, material unravelling, and the silent sting of losing friendships I thought were forever. As entrepreneurs following a calling most didn’t understand, we did what we had to do to keep going. We discovered the Intelligent Mathematical Blueprint (IMB) not as a business idea, but as a spiritual survival tool. This sacred code helped us understand who we are and why our paths differed.
Just when we thought we’d found our footing, the pandemic came, bringing with it another wave of loss.
We moved continents to start anew in the UK. Amid all this, Chris lost both his parents and hit emotional rock bottom. The grief cracked something open in him that led to his autism diagnosis, a piece of the puzzle that explained so much and rewrote everything we believed we knew. But through every storm, we kept going.
Not because it was easy. Not because we had a clear plan. But because something within us, something sacred, refused to give up.
We continued to hold on. We kept believing. We continued to follow the thread of faith, even when it felt invisible.
And here
It wasn’t rebellion that moved me.
It was hunger.
For truth. For wholeness. For a version of God that could hold my questions, my doubts, my heartbreak, and my full humanity.
Who We Are Now
Many of us have already de-churched — not because we lost faith, but because we’re trying to find it again… this time for ourselves.
We are the seekers.
The wanderers.
The ones who still believe there’s more — even if we’re no longer sure what “more” looks like.
This blog is a sanctuary for souls like ours — people searching for:
A God who isn’t angry or distant
A faith that makes room for doubt and wonder
A path not paved by institutions, but by insight, experience, and soul-remembering.
Why Now?
Because the world feels upside down.
Because injustice, war, climate crisis, corruption, and chaos call us back to something deeper than doctrine.
Because the old systems are shaking, and our souls know that what’s collapsing was never meant to hold us forever.
So, we turn back to what is sacred.
Not through stained glass…
But through ancient stories, mystical voices, sacred conversation, and a still, small voice that refuses to be silenced.
What You’ll Find Here
This isn’t a return to religion — it’s a rediscovery of spiritual wisdom.
The kind that heals. The type that liberates. The kind that lasts.
Together, we’ll explore:
- Books of the Bible, stripped of dogma and re-read through the lens of love, humanity, and hope.
- Christian mystics and forgotten voices, whose words still speak across centuries.
- Sacred practices that help you root, rest, and rise, no middleman required.
- Honest reflections on what it means to seek God when nothing else makes sense.
Each post is an invitation, not to believe something, but to encounter something.
To reconnect with the divine, not as a doctrine, but as a living presence within and all around you.
You Belong Here
If you’ve felt spiritually homeless…
If belief systems have burned you, but you can’t quite give up on God…
If you’re holding sacred questions no church could answer…
Welcome
You’re not alone in this.
You’re not broken for walking away.
And you’re not wrong for walking your path.
New blogs appear weekly. Come as you are, read what resonates, and rest when necessary. This journey is not linear; it’s sacred, spiralled, and entirely yours.
Start with our first post:
👉 [The Bible Isn’t a Weapon: Reclaiming Scripture From Fear and Control]
And if you’re holding a question or a story close to your chest, I’d love to hear it.
With you on the path,
Suzanne
Fellow seeker. Sacred questioner. Keeper of quiet faith.
